Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I AM BACK ALIVE!!! I SURVIVED!!!
U wont know how terrible the past few weeks have been for me. Like the tsunami, the huge exam wave hit me like nobody business. Last wed thurs fri, continuously 3 days non-stop exams. I didnt even catch more than 3 hours sleep each day. I wanted to break down.
BUT i survived!! :)
and then the weekend and yesterday, i met up with mel and mag, the cousins i so dearly miss but had no time to contact because of the exams.
we chatted chatted chatted, shopped shopped shopped, laughed laughed laughed. The typical Chua-cousins-thing.
i got my life back, FINALLY.
i have only 1 paper left, next thurs. Its open book, multiple choice, and best of all, its biology!!
but still, i have to study really hard because i did really badly for my Research methods in Finance. Yea yea, i hate econometrics!! >70% of the paper i GUESSED. first time since secondary school that i've taken a paper that made me feel so lousy and defeated.
sigh.
lets see how it turns out.
my physics final test was on friday, and they were super efficient! i got my results on sunday!
well, SLIGHTLY above average, which is not say very good, but not too bad either. I'm relying completely on my termpaper worth 35% to let me score. Praying hard it wont pull me down..
Sunday in church, for certain reasons i just broke down sobbing non stop during worship. The lady beside me, whose name I still do not know till now, held my hand and offered to pray for me. This was the second time I broke down in church and the person sitting beside me prayed for me. This is the difference between Christianity and all other religions. This is love. I feel so touched! We're a family although we are strangers.