Thursday, March 06, 2008
how i wish that i can stay over in biaomei's house tonight.then we can cry together.we havent had a crying session before right?she's sad as well, for a reason i didnt manage to find out.sorry biaomei, i was too busy stating my problem that i didnt even realize u were sad.i feel like shit now.haih, yet again i can only walk back alone in the dark cold to my house to my room.i dont even need to isolate myself.im already alone.i remember around this time last year i experienced the same feeling.but that time i could at least call zixian and cry to her.i thought that after reading a novel i would feel better.but it just stopped my mind from wondering off for that 2 hours or so.nothing has changed..i just pray that things will turn out to be fine.to everyone, please appreciate ur healthy body and take good care of it.especially you