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Thursday, March 06, 2008

how i wish that i can stay over in biaomei's house tonight.
then we can cry together.
we havent had a crying session before right?
she's sad as well, for a reason i didnt manage to find out.
sorry biaomei, i was too busy stating my problem that i didnt even realize u were sad.

i feel like shit now.
haih, yet again i can only walk back alone in the dark cold to my house to my room.
i dont even need to isolate myself.
im already alone.
i remember around this time last year i experienced the same feeling.
but that time i could at least call zixian and cry to her.

i thought that after reading a novel i would feel better.
but it just stopped my mind from wondering off for that 2 hours or so.
nothing has changed..

i just pray that things will turn out to be fine.
to everyone, please appreciate ur healthy body and take good care of it.
especially you

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