Thursday, December 27, 2007
Everyone had been so nice to me todayokaylah not only today,but especially todayi felt so touchedpeople tried to cheer me upthanks really a lot a lot for the effort n thoughtbut im just cant pull myself n my mood up again yet i guess~Ben ben,the usual him would be to heck care me unless he wants to borrow my laptopokla, maybe not that bad la huh..but today he kept bugging mei know he was trying to cheer me upso i wasnt at all irritatedhe kept asking me to watch shows, movies, go out..just so that i wouldnt think so much bout my resultshe tried to tell me stories, jokes, discuss many stuff..really thanks a lot ben ben =)although after every conversation i would sigh..haha, guess what he said to me?"u keep 'haih'-ing ('hi'-ing), when u go to manchester ppl will think u are very friendly"and so when i 'Haih-ed', he 'hi-ed' back..so funny right?Oh ya, and as we were chatting,i suddenly remembered in the movie National Treasure,the main actor was Benjamin and the main actress was Abigail..me n ZiXian were like"OMGOODNESS, my brother kissing my sister?!"Haha, my brother said he will never watch National Treasure!Not only my brother,my dearest most darling 'wife' ZiXian also tried cheering me upshe herself had a bad day today,but she still sms-ed me and everything to ask how i was and allWhen i told her i dont have the mood to go out anymore tomorrow and will have to cancel our original date (together with ying & her bf),she didnt scold me or what,she even offered to come rot together with me in my house when she actually has class tomorrow!!!!!!im so touched darling, i'm so damn t o u c h e d ! ! !she was always, is always, and i believe will always be there for me..my gosh, i love her to bits
*ssmuuaaaaaaaaaaksss*Next upmy friends from Sg!!Tom, Gong Lei, Keith, QinYao,they called me at 6plus when i was sleeping (not the point)and they took turns to talk to me trying to make me feel better!!How touching is that, u can imagine it by yourself..I never expected that, especially when i was sleeping (not the point)and after putting down the phone i couldnt stop my tears from flowingi wanted to cry the whole day already,but i just couldnt.. until they calledthey were so funny..everyone would start with"i also dont know why they wanna call you"who're 'they' when everyone says that?!Thanks a lot a lot guys!!!!You all really made me feel that we're not all that far,just a phone call away huh~And i wont forget Shi Kun!Who came to talk to me online (offine i was appearing)to check how i was,to tell me jokes,to introduce me a new movie,all that to cheer me up..thanks a lot Shi Kun!!!And my parents?They didnt nag/scold/question me when i told them i did badly this semGosh, their reaction was like im telling them it rained today.Huh?!!?!Okay, u may think im crazy but i quite miss them scolding me cos my grades dropped..At least i will feel that i'm sad for a reasonNow the whole world is telling me its no big deal when i'm actually really super sad..I really am thankful for the people around me..those were only the ones who knew bout my results..the rest of the people, yet to knowand i bet they will try to bring my mood back again when they do know about this?This, is what keeps me going.Friends, thanks a lot for being there for me!!I will get myself together again.Sooner or later i willjust give me some time~Oh, my world would be ten times brighter if i could s/u O P E R A T I O N S M A N A G E M E N T ! ! !*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*
