Saturday, May 19, 2007
After the whole week of staying home n home n home, i am telling myself, I CANNOT GO ON LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!OMGOODNESS, u cannot imagine how much of weight i've gained =( =(I really wonder if the car will sink whichever side i sit~ OH MY OH MY! i really feel like crying~Its really not what i wanted! I told myself again n again, enough enough u r not hungry! but then i dont know why, my legs will bring me to the kitchen AUTOMATICALLY!Like just now, i had lunch at 12pm, i came back to my com n continued reading my novels, i dont know for what reason i will be in the kitchen at 1pm!!! really, i dont know!U know when u dream walk n then wake up finding urself in some unfamiliar place?It's exactly like that!U wont know how much determination it took me to go upstairs to my room empty handed!! After that i sat in front of my com again, n i dont know how long later, i found myself holding a huge container of nuts munching away.. WHERE THE HECK DID THAT COME FROM?!i really dont know!!Oh my, all these signs are telling me, i cannot stay home anymore!Ok, maybe its saying i cant read novels anymore, cos when my mind's focused on novels, it makes the other organs in my body malfunction..Oh goodness~ now what?!Ok, go watch tv! see if that helps~Oh hope it does!!