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Friday, March 17, 2006
i was on high spirits few minutes ago, happily downloading the japanese software.. then my itchy hands went to check my application status for NTU.. n now im blogging with a heavy heart.. y?! i dont understand y .. y do i have to take the entrance exam? i really feel like crying.. should i take it or not? i applied for accounting as my first choice, followed by business, bioengineering, bio chem n psychology.. well the reason i applied for the last 3 is bcos we had to rank 5 of our choices.. i only want to apply for accounting & business in NTU.. now how? they want me to sit for the entrance exam.. 4 papers, english, Alevel maths, chem & physics.. wat the heck is this?! i dont have a single text book, nor do they provide me with text books.. y should i take physics? i dropped it ages ago!! n y the hell should i take Alevel maths? shit i forgot TOTALLY wat i studied in SAM! n not to forget SAM level maths is much lower than wat i studied b4 in chong hwa, what more alevel standard!! n i really really did terribly for my math exams in chong hwa.. can i bring in a graphic calculator? can i bring in my formula sheets?? tell me how! Gosh, if say physics, if really wanna talk bout physics, the only useful physics for now is wat i have learnt in form4.. i guess that shd b competible with alevels physics.. but how? form4 was like 3 years ago, n hell i forgot everything!! chemistry! SAM's chem shdn't b too far away from alevels, plus ive studied part of alevels chem during form4, but now is 2006! n i always dump wat i've studied the very next moment i leave the exam halls, so wat m i gonna do?! n they want me to take the eng paper.. n my eng is like so shit! my spelling is totally the worst! at least im allowed a dictionary during my times in SAM, now how?! how how how?!! im totally gonna fail every single paper, n come home with F-s.. they want me to take an exam which 60% i have not learnt b4!! my mind is so empty n at the same time so full now.. i've closed all my conversations i was so heatedly chatting jus now, n i have totally NO MOOD to chat! no mood moodless.. totally shit! i dont have text books, i ran through the syllabus for alevels math, n wat the hell is vector? wat the heck shd i do with all the sine rules n cosine rules?! trigo!! trigonometry was one of my worst subjects, n calculus is definately my worst! i didnt do them well even when i was doing exercises on them all year long last time, n wat makes me think i can do well this time when i have been happily wasting my time away these 4 months? i really m in deep shit this time.. help! if i dont take this exam, i can say bye to NTU now, but if i take it, the chances of me saying bye to NTU is like 99%.. n unless God blesses me, it is totally impossible for NTU to accept me.. so, shd i say God has finally shortlisted my choices of uni? mayb i shd think this way.. more optimistic.. i havent informed my parents, they're still on the way home from bible study i guess.. cant wait to see their looks when they hear bout me being accepted for the ENTRANCE EXAM! the most embarrasing thing i've heard so far from all the uni i applied.. y dont they jus accept SAM? wat is wrong with SAM? even NUS accepts! ok, i guess im out of words.. forgive my vulgarities n rough choices of words, im jus so irritated annoyed n totally moodless at the present moment.. hope u enjoy my mtv, as a token of appreciation for visiting my blog n patiently tolerating my bullshit!can anyone give me intensive alevels tuition for 2 weeks? haih, dreaming!