Sunday, September 11, 2005
haha, excited to know how it went le? hehe.. as expected = kicked out~! haha, the moment i saw everyone wearing coats, dressed up formally, bringing laptops, cardboards.. i knew i could jus leave.. haha, i wore jus a simple blouse, like going to college saja, brought nothing but my handbag.. er, my mum had to leave even b4 i presented, so she brought my bag along with her.. seriously speaking, i was empty handed.. wow, u should have seen everyone's expression when they knew i was going in empty handed.. i mean, i was the only one.. yo, u think wonderwoman so easy to present meh?! i had no ideas at all.. i din even know wat to wear this morning, so i though aiya, cincai la.. jus go see see nia.. then on the way there my mum asked me wat r u presenting? i said duno yet she said until now still duno ah?! haha.. not my fault ma.. who cares wor.. they lo, wanna give the money then jus give la, audition for wat le?! later waste my time preparing then din get n i fail my trials.. like tat more em dai la! so i jus sat there, waiting for my turn damn the judges! asked me to arrive at 9.30, they started at 11.. i was the forth.. my turn was at 11.50.. stupid la, wasted my time.. seriously speaking, i thought i could leave before 10, then i brought my bible, planning to reach church jus in time for the sermon.. after tat i planned to go cut hair tim.. ya right! ended up the whole morning gone.. so i waited waited.. my mum left at 11, she had to fetch my granpa from church.. then actually i planned to think of wat to say de.. my mum asked me to jus say i wanna b a doctor, b a wonder to ppl's life, heal ppl, save ppl, change ppl.. then i thought, okla, anything la.. then my mum left edi, left me alone waiting.. i had no ideas on wat to say, so jus thought i could randomly say smth, then act blur.. so i ntg to do, then i simply go talk with other ppl.. wow! u know they actually spent 1 whole week to prepare their presentation!! ONE WHOLE WEEK!! haha, i wanted to tell them they r so kesian.. u know, one gal was in the middle of her major exam, she still spent one whole week to prepare her proposals.. she wanted to start a cafe.. another gal, she wanted to start a batik shop.. to promote batik la.. she spent 3 days to prepare a cardboard n her powerpoint presentation.. wow! another gal, she wanted to b a generic sorry, i duno wat is tat, so i duno how to spell.. she too, spent half her week preparing her powerpoint presentation.. 3 of them are malays.. then another chinese guy, fuyoh! he prepared this really huge gigantic poster on management or smth.. wow! duno how much money he spent to make tat poster, duno how much time he spent.. really dedicated man! these ppl, if they lose, really i duno how sad they will feel.. tat's y i say, thank God i din spend my time on any of these.. if not mayb i will feel sad now.. i chatted a lot withe the malay gals.. we spoke even on sensitive issues.. they appeared so nervous b4 i spoke to them, they were so envious of my coolness.. haha, how should i b nervous if i din prepare wor? we chatted all the way, from high scl to universities 3 of those gals were from MU n UKM, all medical students!! n they were very unhappy with the quota system too.. haha.. then we chatted n chatted.. she even asked my opinion cos she wanted to learn chinese.. she asked me whether learn mandarin better or cantonese? i said mandarin of course!! mandarin more difficult! learn edi then go watch hong kong serials!! haha.. she took my advice seriously.. all of them i spoke to were older than me.. haha but too bad i havent finish chatting then my turn edi.. well, i din know they were gonna put me on tv!! tv3!! i duno when la, but i know they shot me, i know they interviewed me.. u see, i went in, then told them i wanna b a wonder to other ppl's life, i wanna b a doctor n help those poor ppl in the third world countries.. jus talk cock there la.. then the judges got very disappointed.. i mean, they may b expecting some wonder to happen.. well, i was supposed to b wonderwoman.. but how to present wor?! then the lady judge asked me so u wanna b a doctor? i said er ya, missionary doctor sounds cool eh? it was once my ambition.. form4 i think.. haha.. then she said how will the rm30000 help u? er well, another thing i found out.. not rm10000, but rm30000!! then i jus said education fees immediately she said ok, u may go now haha, now i know they wont pay for any of our scl fees.. they expect me to use the money to mayb set up a shop or smth, but not for studies.. come on la, im only 18, dun study wat can i use the money for wor? takkan tell them i wanna use it to buy my wonderwoman costume meh?! or tell them i will spend half of it on spending my frens lunches, another half give to charity? so well, tat's the end of the audition, then other ppl interviewed me.. they were like expecting me to cry or b disappointed or smth, i mean, their expression were like as if i was gonna commit suicide.. haha but i wasnt sad, nor was i happy.. i jus like normal normal la.. aiya, if i prepared n i was kicked out then i feel sad la.. then she asked me wat do u think of wonderwoman? i said those who can make wonders in ppl's life is wonder ppl lo.. then she said means everyone also can b wonder ppl la? i said ya, if they want to she asked me to give examples, n i said pharmacists can come up with new medicine n save many ppl, they can b wonder ppl too.. n journalists r brave enough to go to war places to tell the rest of the world wat was going on, they r wonder ppl! she was like ok, so u think the judges were fair in their judgement or not? i said well, they're ok then she said no no, jus say if they r fair or not fair! i said er, they r ok then she said no!! say i think.. i was like er, fine.. i think they're quite fair.. i din really prepare haha, her expression was like =.= then she left without a word.. haha.. she must b really disappointed to hear me say they r fair.. but actually, if i got through the audition only i think the judges r not fair.. ppl spent one week preparing, i din even spend a moment to think of wat to present.. haha.. well, after tat i left the place edi.. this, was my xia sui experience.. but i din regret going.. this was really a good exposure.. actually i jus went to busybody n become ah 8 only la.. but le, it was really quite fun.. the only thing i mind is tat the nescafe really damn kiam siap!! they only gave me a can of nescafe n the transparent pencil case n pen as free gift!! hey!! when i filled in the form pun they gave a small note book.. now dun have.. cheh!! haha, to sue fei n wei mei, who expected me to appear naked.. u must b so disappointed! wahaha~!!! i guess i wont blog tat often anymore i have not been blogging very much lately also, neither have i on9 for more than 2 weeks i think.. i think i wont on9 anymore till i finish my finals.. dun miss me too much ya ppl! i will check my mails n this blog off n on.. i have to focus in my preparation for trial exam.. yo, not enough time to study n i always feel sleepy pula.. takut!! my dream is not to b wonderwoman, is to do well for SAM.. hope my dream come true.. another 2 n a half months!! gambate!! oh ya! today is sept 11 wor.. haha, nothing special to me, jus wanna mention..
