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Saturday, May 14, 2005
duno y, i m now very touched, especially by the fact tat im living.. i suddenly feel very full not bcos of my lunch la pls.. im filled with mixed feelings - touched, satisfied, fortunate.. no reason, for no reason at all.. i have recalled n thought about my life for quite some time, n i find myself very fortunate, to live, to have great frens n family, to know God. i dare not imagine how i would b if i do not know God in this stage of my life. God has given me so much n in fact, He doesnt have to! im such a terrible person, i do not deserve all these things tat i have n own this very minute.. wat have i done to deserve His grace? nothing! n wat have i done to repay His grace? nothing!! how great is God's love!!! every night i come b4 God, asking for forgiveness, n yet the next day, i continue my day as usual, without putting in much effort to change my evil ways.. especially my tongue, i jus cant control myself from talking n talking, many times i guess i've hurt ppl around me, haih, is this the way i should live? i know i should change wat an easy thought! but then? i always give myself the excuse tat i still have a long life, i will change SOMEDAY but if i die today? how would i face God? i really do not know.. all this while, i live my life the way all others do.. i love to help others, though my HELP may not b HELP in their eyes i feel very happy to lend them a hand.. mayb i jus kepo la.. i duno how my frens regard me.. m i a radio to them? all the time beeleebaalaa talk n talk, regardless on whether ppl actually listen or mayb im an air-con? cold jokes =.= this is the expression i always get mayb a clown? always doin stupid things or perhaps a child? childish acts! a garbage bin? eat n eat n eat those JUNK food watever it is, i do enjoy being who i m now.. this is the original me^^ though im uncertain of my future, i m thankful tat the Lord has never failed to show me tat He's with me, n He'll guide me no matter wat.. Therefore do not worry about tmr, for tmr will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. - MAtthew 6:34 - though many ppl pay more attention on the verse above this verse, but this verse is very meaningful to me. It has calmed me down whenever im anxious, whenever im afraid, uncertain n all.. someone has asked me b4, y do u wanna leave ur life in the control of ur God? y dun u jus take control of ur own life? well, i do believe tat being able to live this life of mine is the Lord's greatest mercy to me. being able to have Him in control of my life is certainly my honour. i m very thankful to have known God. this feeling cant b expressed by words alone, okla, mayb my eng not good.. cant blame me ok! u have to experience it for urself.. trust me, u will never regret offering ur life to the Lord.. at least i have not~